It is dying to come out.

I still think of you. I'm not torn up over you, but I do still think of you. I miss how we talked, how the site of your name lighting up my phone made me grin. I miss how you wanted to be cute for me. I miss the way I was when you were in my life. I miss the way we flirted. I miss all the things you said. Sometimes I hope that when I check my phone there will be a message from you. Sometimes I hope that you will all of a sudden chase after me like you did before. I know you won't because you have her but that doesn't mean I still don't wish and hope for you to come back. I wish I could've had a taste of what I wanted. I didn't need to have you, I just wanted a taste, to know if what I thought of you, how I felt about you was true. One night with you and I would've been satisfied. I wouldn't have asked for anything more, just one night would have been enough. But I didn't get what I fought for. I may never get it. But it's ok, I've moved on. I hope you miss me. I hope you still feel the same about me. I hope that you know that one night with me would've been better than four months with her.

You should've seen this coming.

So your conscience finally hit you and you’re feeling guilty... & you’re wishing I was there. So you wanna say you’re sorry? Well, please forgive me if I’m too gone to care. You can take back your goodbyes, wipe off those sad eyes ‘cause I’ve got some tears of my own. The weather man says it’s gonna rain tonight; the kind of storm where the basement floods and you lose the lights. Should have thought of that before ‘cause I’m not your blue sky anymore. So you heard the pitter-patter of a lost heart beating and you learned what it was for. So you made a list of shoulders that you’d be needing. Well, mine aren’t yours anymore. Come on show me your temper. Be the man I remember so I won’t forget what you’ve done. The weather man says it’s gonna rain tonight; the kind of storm where the basement floods and you lose the lights. Should have thought of that before ‘cause I’m not your blue sky anymore. Don’t wanna be that blue sky, I’m not your blue sky anymore.

Are you over me now?

You said you were over me. You just stood there and watched me falling apart. You didn't care what it did to me. You never even thought twice about breaking my heart. Are you over me now? Tell me, how does it feel to be the one left without, to lose something so real? Now that your world's crashing down, are you over me now? I did what you told me I should do. I stopped wasting my tears and moved on with my life. Now that you've seen me with someone new, that drives you crazy, makes you hate me baby, isn't that right? I hope it was worth it. Sorry it hurts you baby, but you deserve it. Now that I'm over you, are you over me? Are you over me now?

You're not.